Moving Along

I have been single for about 2 months, maybe. It is fantastic. I've been on two crappy dates so far. One was with a boy who didn't like me because I smoked. The other was with some lame dude who doesn't understand that he's not funny. They were both younger than me. I need an older man who has everything figured out, who is on the road to success. I keep looking for love, but its in all the wrong places. Hell, I'm not even looking for love. Its more like a male friend who just adores me. He should buy me lots of pretty things and take me to exotic places. I want a man who will actually try to court me, not one who takes me on one date and then we're official.

There's men, but women are just as bad. Girls are saying that I can't like this guy because he's not good for me. Then one of my friends tells me she called dibs on one guy. I tell her I will back off, but she tells me to go ahead. I know she's mad. Ugh. Why can't life be simple? No drama?

Oh well. Life goes on. At least I have friends who really truly care about me. I was blinded before. He made me think that everyone was out to get me. People thought I was paranoid, and e was the reason. Now, I'm happy. I am happy without a man in my life.

So, that was my lesson to learn. I thought. Now, give me a man dammit!